
Loehr-Daniels Study Course
Postscript to Easter
By Franklin Loehr
Manhunt for Judas -Part
two
In the first part of Manhunt for
Judas we traced the reincarnational history of the Judas soul, as we have been
shown it, from Atlantis into its new-cautious “start-again-on Earth”
incarnations. We pick it up now somewhere in the 7000s B.C.
The soul, with its fear of earth
living somewhat diminished, first was given much observation of feminine life
patterns. In a number of instances, as this observation continued, the Judas
soul portion was brought in the astral realm close enough to the earth realm as
to vicariously experience some of the life happenings of the particular woman
being observed.
This observation from the astral realm of a
phase of earth living before entering into it is a preparatory technique used
more often than we earthlings know to help ready a soul for a new step. Also,
this is one reason why the Judas soul will have fewer total earth lives than
most souls. That soul will have closer to the sixty earth lives which Dr. John
has set as about the minimum (and about 200 as the maximum).
(Ed-200 as the maximum includes what
Dr. John calls “touch-down lives” in which the soul is getting acquainted with
life in the flesh. These may be only a few months in the womb or perhaps infant
deaths, which are so prevalent in mankind’s history. If we consider only the
significant lives that are lived at least to adulthood, then the maximum would
be closer to 100.)
In the intensity of the battle with
evil which the Judas soul knows, plus the unusually large amount of learning by
observation and vicarious experience, the fewer earth lives will suffice for the
Judas soul’s incarnations. The purposes of God, which in every instance are the
overriding and determinative factor, finds this pattern of Earth growth and
earth service sufficient for the Judas soul.
There are two parenthetical
observations we might profitably make at this point: (1) Vicarious experience
before incarnating is quite different from the possession-experiences and other
lesser continuance vicariously of earth living after an entity has passed
from the incarnate to the excarnate stage. The former is in preparation for
incarnation, the latter is an attempt to continue in an incarnate experience.
(2) It was brought out by Dr. John that in
the latter years of earth inhabitation, several souls will share one
incarnation. He – and we – look forward to the time when all life will be lifted
out of the physical plane into its native realm of spirit. When that
“winding-up” time comes, souls will share bodies in order to get in their quota
of earth experience. This is still some thousands of years in the future. And
although it does have certain points of similarity with pre-incarnation
vicarious experience, there are decisive differences, as you see.
It is unusual but not unknown for
a soul to shift to a non-native valence incarnation to achieve a greater ease in
earth living. Usually the native valence is more comfortable for a soul – but
not always.
With the Judas soul a healing element was
available in feminine incarnations, in that the soul during its observation and
vicarious experience period found that women in most cultures were not as driven
as were the men by competitiveness. Since the Judas soul had observed in its own
incarnate experience that the urge to power opened so many doors to evil, it was
glad to turn from the masculine framework of Earth life and to enter the
feminine.
A lifetime in ancient China was
chosen as the first of this feminine cycle. It was now the 6,000s B.C., as the
equivalent of six or eight centuries of Earth time was used for the observation
and vicarious experiences in preparation. It was far more important that this be
done right rather than hurriedly, as is usually the case in God’s plans.
This swing to feminine
expression, and this first feminine Earth life, was very successful. Change is
always taking place in human society, but the change in this well-ordered
portion of China took place very slowly. So a soul that had studied its ways
before incarnating could be quite assured that the life experience it would have
by being born within that group would be the same essentially as it had studied.
And so it was.
Some lifetimes are very definitely pre-set,
even unto many details. Others are more open and flexible. The Judas soul made
so much progress in this first feminine incarnation that it was allowed to
progress into the experience of marriage and motherhood.
The husband loved and provided well for his
wife, and was so continuously thoughtful that she could open as a flower to life
with him. Two cosmic family members came as happy children, making the
experience of motherhood delightful.
So the soul was allowed to live out a full
life pattern, for which it was complimented by its delighted guides and teachers
when that life was over. More important was the inner delight and assurance the
Judas soul itself experienced in that earth life.
Other feminine incarnations took
place – about a dozen, we are told – each of a slightly different nature, each
offering a little larger scope of experience and further developing the
confidence of the soul. (The Judas soul to this day feels more comfortable
feminine than in masculine incarnations, despite it being natively masculine.)
Finally it was known by that soul’s teachers
that God felt it was ready to delete another portion of the karmic wound needing
healing. For this a very simple life framework was arranged. Some of the most
important lifetimes for a soul have the fewest trumpets blown before them.
This life was in the 4,000s B.C.
in the Nile Delta in Egypt. The Judas soul incarnated as a very pleasant village
girl. The Moses soul, as chief adjutant to the Jesus soul, incarnated as a
simple peasant farmer who became her husband.
Two other cosmic family members, each older
than the Judas soul in cosmic beingness and in earth experience, incarnated to
be the son and daughter. So the setting was arranged – the Judas soul as the
adored wife and happy mother. Then the stage was set for the major happening,
the purpose, of that lifetime.
In Egypt at that time the police force and
tax collectors – in essence the local government – were members of the Egyptian
national army. Two soldiers, somewhat corresponding to a corporal and a private
today, were assigned to this village. This was the way the nation was organized
and operated. This small detail would be stationed in this village for several
years then changed to another – a wise provision, lessening the chance and
incentives for graft and corruption.
The villagers accepted this as part of the
normal procedure of their lives. And since the soldiers, having no permanent
home, were unmarried, it was considered natural and right for them to take local
girls for the time they were stationed in a village.
The girls so chosen were not coerced, but
most came willingly. After all, there was something about a uniform even in the
4,000s B.C. Also, the fact these soldiers did move about made them a little less
provincial, a little more sophisticated and glamorous, than the local young
men.
Our happy peasant couple had been
married five years, had a son four and a daughter two, when the change of the
guard brought in a corporal much more physically attractive to the Judas-soul
wife than was her own husband. Also, when he started paying her attention there
was stirred the deep-set memory of the power of superior force and the
background karmic fear of resisting the authority and power in charge. So she
responded to his courting, left husband and children and took up living with
him.
This was more than the simple
peasant husband could take. Remember, even souls as highly regarded today as are
Moses, Jesus, Joan of Arc, Mahatma Gandhi, Dwight D. Eisenhower, etc., had to
develop their strength through many lifetimes, and weakness predominated more
than once.
So when the wife who was the great joy and
treasure of his life left him, his “sunlit girl of the meadow” as he called her,
the husband succumbed to evil in the form of despair. First he killed the
children, dashing their heads against a large rock near the house until they
were dead. Then he hung himself.
The Judas soul, hearing of this –
and the neighbors made sure she did! – became strangely silent. Inwardly she was
much moved, particularly by the death of the children. With her mood change the
love affair subsided, and when the corporal told her to move out, that he had
found someone else, she did. Within a month to six weeks she died, chiefly of
starvation, since she had taken to eating almost nothing.
Following this life there was a
quick return. Does that surprise you as it did me? But the Judas soul does have
an element of impetuosity about it – an outgrowth of what is at heart enthusiasm
and commitment. And there was in this next life a great amount of carryover of
forces from the Egyptian life.
Since she identified so with the dead
children she chose to come back into a lifetime in which she as a child would be
killed. She came into a section of China where unwanted girl babies were
abandoned, and into a family where she knew the husband-father wanted no more
girl babies. There was no question.
The new little baby girl was simply placed on
a dump heap outside the village to die, and did die. It took less than two days,
being finally assisted by a scavenging animal or bird. And the soul felt much
better after this self-appointed atonement for its Egyptian abandonment of the
children.
This action, largely on the part
of the Judas soul itself, convinced its guides and teachers (essentially of its
cosmic family) that the Judas soul was truly on the road back. Self-sacrifice,
whatever its form, can be a way of much growth.
We have not been shown what
occurred in the next several thousand years, but in the early 1200s B.C. the
Judas soul was in incarnation as one of the Hebrews held in Egyptian bondage.
When the Moses soul appeared – as Moses, this time! – and managed to free the
Israelites and lead them out of Egypt, this man was one who did not go. He
preferred the known discomforts and limitations of life in Egypt to the unknown
experiences of the Exodus.
Also, he feared and distrusted standing out
against authority. The inner dynamic, definitely karmic from the crucial
Atlantean experience, was a preference of servitude to the different, the
radical, the new leadership represented by Moses. So in that incarnation the
soul missed the great event of that generation. And the soul had a teaching
experience that new leaders, dynamically challenging old ways and established
powers, can sometimes succeed.
Ed. – Since we don’t know
the lives after that life as a Chinese baby, we can only assume that the soul
had a lifetime with the Moses soul to clear out the negative forces between
them. However, if not, the Judas soul would have even more subconscious reason
not to join the Exodus.
Again it reincarnated quickly, to
catch up with its people. It incarnated as a young man who was one of those
under Joshua (the Jesus soul) entering the Promised Land, fighting for it and
possessing it. Once again we have one of the key good frameworks of the
Judas soul’s earth experiences serving under the Jesus soul when he was
winning.
Joshua was a later incarnation of Melchizedek
and an earlier incarnation of the Jesus soul. It had been this way in the third
Atlantean life. This time the Judas soul’s incarnation was not a family member
with the Jesus soul (Joshua), nor in any particular position of significance.
But it was a good and reassuring lifetime for the soul.
Absalom
Now, its guides and teachers
decided, the Judas soul was ready to undertake a larger portion of what it must
accomplish on earth, win back or begin to win back. More of its own beingness
that had been lost on earth hence had to be re-found, re-won, here.
Again the soul came back quickly,
in the 1000s B.C., this time as Absalom, one of the sons of King David. King
David, we are told, was an incarnation of the soulmate of Jesus. Jesus is of the
masculine half, David of the feminine half, of that pre-eminent soul.
The Jesus soul (masculine half) also
incarnated in that time, but as Jonathan, son of David’s predecessor King Saul.
Here we have soulmates incarnated together – a rare enough occurrence – and not
as husband and wife. The friendship of David and Jonathan set a historic pattern
for close friendship, and in this instance it was the Jesus soul who “decreased
that he (the David soul) might increase.” And again the Moses soul was
incarnate, this time as Joab, tough old captain of David’s army.
Absalom had many of the native
qualities of the Judas soul – attractive appearance, charming manner when he
wished, natural leadership. These are good qualities, but in his position as the
King’s third son they also made him more vulnerable to those forms of evil that
would appeal to his own ego.
Add to this the old Atlantean karmic fears of
good leadership losing its strength, and we can see how he decided finally to
take things into his own hands when he thought his father had weakened.
Absalom, you remember, led a
revolt of the younger generation against King David. It took place while David’s
army was dispersed, taking care of their families and work back home. And it was
rather successful at first, causing David to flee for his life. For a while
Absalom enjoyed the prerogatives of the Royal Palace and the harem members left
there.
But Joab gathered the stalwarts
loyal to King David, who with their strength and experience quickly disposed of
the rebellion. King David, you remember, gave Joab strict orders that Absalom
was not to be killed, but was to be brought back alive. Tough, pragmatic Joab
felt it far wiser to kill Absalom, to get rid of for good this young trouble
maker. And of course, when Joab did kill Absalom, it was a karmic revenge for
the peasant farmer in Egypt three millennia earlier, coming to his own death (he
felt) because of his wife’s leaving him.
How much wiser was David than
Joab regarding Absalom! Had Absalom been returned to David, there to become
penitent and to be forgiven, it would have been an experience giving a big step
forward for good. Even such servants of God as the Moses soul make mistakes, and
sometimes we wonder than God gets anything done when we see that He works
through people such as we!
But the incident gave evil a
renewed grip upon the Judas soul. The death of Absalom represented such a
failure of what had seemed successful, such a closing of doors to his normal
future as an honored young prince. In addition to the loss, the flooding
consciousness of such unexpected failure, there was much pain involved. Joab did
not kill Absalom quickly, mercifully.
And what a prototype of Lucifer
and God we see in Absalom and David! Absalom, like the Prodigal son in Jesus’
story a thousand years later, turned against his Father’s house, his Father’s
way of doing things. Like David wanting his son returned, to be brought around
and led to “see the light,” we find in Jesus’ story our Father-God Himself
lovingly looking forward to Lucifer’s return.
Only in Jesus’ parable, the Prodigal was
allowed to live on, into an experience that led him to see the folly of his way
and to make in consciousness his own decision to turn back to the good. Absalom,
because of Joab’s disobedience to David, did not get that chance.
The Judas soul again incarnated
quickly, this time as one of the playboys around Rehoboam, son and successor of
Solomon. Solomon carries a reputation in the Old Testament for wisdom – largely
through Old Testament books that he caused to be brought into being. But Solomon
was much more of an Oriental despot type than a working king of a God-led chosen
people. And Rehoboam, Solomon’s poorly-reared, poorly-companioned son and
successor, split the people of Israel.
Ten of the twelve tribes refused to follow
him and set up their own kingdom. And the Judas soul, as one of the young men
helping to bring this about, got a certain revenge for his Absalom life. The
bitterness carried in his deep memories from the Absalom debacle was to quite an
extent expended in helping to bring down the united kingdom of Saul, David, and
Solomon.
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